Friday, November 7, 2008

Roller coasters are not as much fun anymore

So, I've never been a huge fan of roller coasters. I was always paranoid about falling out or dying I guess. But emotional roller coasters are even worse. I get really happy and want to sing and laugh. Then, BAM!!! I'm sad and confused and depressed. Boys just make this worse and I never know what to do. I have a very bad problem with being clingy and it SUCKS because guys don't like clingy. But when I like somebody, I just can't help it. Then I get mad when they don't want to talk to me as much as I want to talk to them. Which is why Chris was a really good thing for me. He was just as clingy and jealous as me. But that just wasn't enough for me. I didn't love him as much as I thought I did. And now there's Mike who is wonderful and a great guy. However, my roommates really don't like him and he just doesn't want a relationship right now like I do and let me tell you it SUCKS!!! Anyways, enough ranting. It's time for bed but I'll try to blog more often even if it's just to please my dear Lacey. :-)

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Yippee and a little Yippo too!

So, it's official I'm over Chris and moving on with my life. I've made a new guy friend! His name is Mike! Steph set us up and we've really clicked so far! We have spent a lot of time together and who knows where things will lead but I'm in for the adventure. I asked him to Preference next weekend and he said yes!!! I'm super excited!!! Not only to be with him but also to do the whole getting all gorgeous and fancy. I never went to any of the dances in high school. So this is really exciting for me. I don't even care if we stay the whole time, as long as I get to dress up, we have a good time and get to know each other even better. He's a really great guy and even if a relationship doesn't work between us at least I've made a GREAT friend.