Roller coasters are not as much fun anymore

So, I've never been a huge fan of roller coasters. I was always paranoid about falling out or dying I guess. But emotional roller coasters are even worse. I get really happy and want to sing and laugh. Then, BAM!!! I'm sad and confused and depressed. Boys just make this worse and I never know what to do. I have a very bad problem with being clingy and it SUCKS because guys don't like clingy. But when I like somebody, I just can't help it. Then I get mad when they don't want to talk to me as much as I want to talk to them. Which is why Chris was a really good thing for me. He was just as clingy and jealous as me. But that just wasn't enough for me. I didn't love him as much as I thought I did. And now there's Mike who is wonderful and a great guy. However, my roommates really don't like him and he just doesn't want a relationship right now like I do and let me tell you it SUCKS!!! Anyways, enough ranting. It's time for bed but I'll try to blog more often even if it's just to please my dear Lacey. :-)